need to let down my pride and ask for some help.
sometimes i think that all my complaining/venting/oh whoa is me just makes it worse. although it does keep in mind everything that needs to be done, so nothing is forgotten.
just keep thinking everything is going to get better - someday i will feel like i'm not struggling to get above water. next week will be better, no next week will.
add to paper - group project with reshmi, trying to encourage graduate study.