4.08.2004
wow, i am much happier than i thought. i went out tonight with some people that i don't usually and they made everything evident as to why i used to be so depressed and lonely. one person in particular seemed to want nothing more than to "pound" on others. Ram put downs to everything that, especially i said. Constant name calling. Not open to actual discussion at all. everything would be escalated to arguing.
i was extremely unhappy being with these people. i wish i would have stayed home and cleaned the house, like i was going to.
i was extremely unhappy being with these people. i wish i would have stayed home and cleaned the house, like i was going to.