Well, everythings out on the table now. I went back and read all my stuff and it wasn't as bad as I remembered so, I'm not quite so freaked out anymore. So now the question is: do I (a) continue to write on there like he doesn't read it, (b) start a new blog to write about that stuff, or (c) just write the damn stuff on this one for everyone to see.
If you don't know what the hell I'm talking about: I have another place where I write things, mostly extra junk that I want in digital form, but not on this blog like youth group meetings, research for papers, to do lists, more song lyrics, rough drafts of things, etc. And including how my heart feels about certain boys.