9.14.2004
I feel so guilty blogging, when I know that I should be reading about software engineering or ethical issues in computing or replying to emails or contacting people to help us with alternative worship. But here I go anyway.
I am so afraid of when the shit is going to hit the fan. It is approaching programming project time. Assignments are going to be dumped on me and I'm going to have to try and find time to code, read, write, think. And I just pray that nothing is due November 1st or 2nd or 3rd or the entire week prior for that matter.
It is so scary the more I realize I shouldn't be in my major and the more I feel trapped in it. Although I do the trapping myself. I feel like it is easier to stay in this department and finish my degree than change right now. So, I guess I can't do any complaining.
I am so afraid of when the shit is going to hit the fan. It is approaching programming project time. Assignments are going to be dumped on me and I'm going to have to try and find time to code, read, write, think. And I just pray that nothing is due November 1st or 2nd or 3rd or the entire week prior for that matter.
It is so scary the more I realize I shouldn't be in my major and the more I feel trapped in it. Although I do the trapping myself. I feel like it is easier to stay in this department and finish my degree than change right now. So, I guess I can't do any complaining.