8 days to go until the election. I both want it to come and am scared if things don't work out right. Am I doing enough? Can I get all the Democrat students to vote, all the undecided students to vote? At times I still feel like I'm floating listlessly on this campaign, without a focus. At other times it feels like a marathon that really needs to end soon. I think the whole country wants it to end so we can stop being so divided and politically charged. Will the end of the campaign really bring this?

I feel like I can't be my full self right now. I'm too busy to talk to people, I cut them off and leave them hanging. I don't want it to be: I'm late, you don't matter, but it ends up that way. What I really want to do is sit my butt down and breathe.

Church rocked last night and I needed to stay longer, but was also "needed" elsewhere. Passions colliding. At EPIC we talked about wearing masks (real and figurative). Right now I feel like I have this schallack on of fake happy. Is it worth it to say that - "Yea I'm really overextended right now, but there isn't much I can do about it." I've never had anxiety this bad or as often as these last 2 months.

Stop whining. There's only 8 days left, suck it up and deal. If Froyd has his rant page, I guess this would be my whine page.

Oh and don't tell me you're too busy to volunteer right now, cause, ah yea.
Julie @ 8:06 AM Permalink |